Sunday, December 25, 2016

Thrown Off My Christmas Kilter.

What a strange story I'm celebrating today! There were shepherds living out in the fields, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel appeared to them, telling them not to be afraid. A baby had been born, and they could find him wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger. To a peasant mother outside of Bethlehem, the Son of God was born.

Taking a step back from the familiar hum (remembering to hum) of all those previous days of Advent I am considering, this morning, this story, Christians all around the world have really been waiting for, and I recognize I'm thrown off my usual Christmas kilter. This is not really the innocuous historical narrative I've commonly imagined. This is not a tame story. The bright lights and colors of all the final scene at Radio City Music all seems to have painted over the stark scenery of a story that startles all of history. Do I really understand this God who comes as a child, who steps into my world through a dirty stable and the unlikely arms of an unwed mother?

Yet even long before these strange additions to the story of God among his people, my pastor in his Advent sermons these past weeks, reminded me that the prophets were asking similar questions: “Who has understood the mind of the LORD?” This God who moves among people, touching all of life and history is certainly not the quiet and tame being I so often imagine. God’s ways are not my ways. God’s stories are not the kind of stories I would write if the telling were up to me. God’s thoughts are the kind of thoughts that expose deception and shine in darkness, that shatter hearts and rewrite stories.

It is the same with the Child born in a stable two thousand years ago. The infant the world remembers lying peacefully in a manger with cattle lowing nearby did not take long to fulfill the words spoken to his young parents: “This child is destined to cause the falling and rising of many in Israel, and to be a sign that will be spoken against, so that the thoughts of many hearts will be revealed. And a sword will pierce your own soul too,” says St. Luke in his second chapter. Definitely not the sort of thing a stranger typically says to a young mother holding a baby. Is this the child I have been anticipating!

British author Dorothy Sayers once lamented the manner in which Jesus is often remembered: he is the quiet sage full of wisdom, the safe and peaceful one of history. He is, for all practical purposes, somewhat dull, someone we might be interested in at a later time. Yet Sayers writes in The Whimsical Christian, The Greatest Drama Ever Staged “The people who hanged Christ never, to do them justice, accused him of being a bore—on the contrary, they thought him too dynamic to be safe. It has been left for later generations to muffle up that shattering personality and surround him with an atmosphere of tedium. We have very efficiently pared the claws of the Lion of Judah, certified him ‘meek and mild,’ and recommended him as a fitting household pet for pale curates and pious old ladies.”

I'm coming to recognize with greater understanding this Christmas morning that this season of Advent should have been even more than I ever gave as a time of anticipation not for the harmless baby surrounded by lights and presents, but for the dynamic savior who is born into my midst in a way that must forever change me. “Do you want to be delivered?” asked Dietrich Bonhoeffer in an Advent sermon more than 70 years ago. “That is the only really important and decisive question which Advent poses for us. Does there burn within us some lingering longing to know what deliverance really means? If not, what would Advent then mean to us? A bit of sentimentality. A little lifting of the spirit within us? A little kinder mood? But if there is something in this word Advent which we have not yet known, that strangely warms our heart; if we suspect that it could, once more, once more, mean a turning point in our life, a turning to God, to Christ—why then are we not simply obedient, listening and hearing in our ears the clear call: Your deliverance draws nigh!”


Father, God, I thank You that I've had the opportunity this Advent season to hear a strange and drastic story. On this day of Christmas I receive nothing less than the Lion of Judah wrapped in swaddling cloths; the coming of a human Rescuer unhindered. Mystery Himself, mercifully, draws nigh. Amen