Sunday, February 4, 2018

I Don't Pretend to Understand Suffering

Nine people were shot to death, December 29, 2017 after gunman attacked parishioners leaving a worship service in the town in Helwan, south of Cairo.  Eight of the nine were Christians who were leaving the St. Menas “Mar Mina” Coptic Orthodox church.
In Iraq, where 52 people died in Our Lady of Salvation Catholic church in Baghdad when security forces attempted to free worshippers taken hostage by militants, some Christian communities decided against Christmas celebrations, for fear of attacks by extremist groups.
Elsewhere, a young medical student at one of America’s prestigious universities, Notre Dame, describes, in detail, the hostility he confronts daily as a Christian. He spoke of students and friends who deride the possibility of possessing both faith and intellect, medical professors who actually apologize when the language of design inadvertently slips into lectures on the body, and the isolation that comes from trying to stand in the shadows of this increasingly antagonistic majority.
It seems a bit illogical to me, but whenever I’m faced with stories of those who live their faith among people who hate them for it, I find myself with varying degrees of confoundment, inspiration, sadness, and thankful all mixed together, like nothing I’ve ever experienced before.  Is it because of cognitive desistence?  Different but a bit weird. I know it startles my everyday ease with the faith to serious reflection. To think of any pervasive opposition in Grace’s life as a believing university student awakens this seasoned grandfather’s apathy. I’m wondering, this morning… how courageous is the believer who follows Christ among those who hurl insults and hostility? How treasured is the Bible that must be buried in the backyard for protection? How sacred is the faith of one who is willing to die for it?
I admit, I live my daily life in a quite environment. Sure not hostile.  For the most part, about the only news of persecution I intake is at church and then it is minimal. So, most news of persecution is mostly foreign, frightening, and difficult to fathom. These experiences, related to me, bring the words of the early church to life in a way that I can’t remember of having ever considered.  When the apostle Paul wrote that nothing will separate us from the love of Christ—neither “trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword”—he was referring to struggles that were dangerously real to him and the people to whom he was writing in second Corinthians: “We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed; always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be made visible in our bodies.” Chapter 4. St. Peter, the pastor, also  encouraged believers in their troubling situations. He urged them to stand firm in their convictions regardless of their affliction; he reminded them that discomfort and suffering was a sacred part of following the wounded one. “Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ,” he says in the fourth chapter of Peter 1.  I’ll tell anyone it’s rather hard, most of the time, for me to sallow the pastor’s words of encouragement that I not see my painful trials as strange or out of the ordinary, but as something that further marks me as a believer and unites me in even greater intimacy with Christ. How can this be when I am so readily able to throw the same pastor’s message to those who are suffering with so much greater troubles than mine?  
No where do I see that apostles’ words taking away the injustice of brutal murder. But I do think they do assuage (new word) the shock of its occurrence. Jesus is telling His followers to expect persecution; in fact, He emphatically is saying to me, I, as a follower will be blessed by it. I see my sitting with the others, gathered round about Him, when He spoke candidly, in Matthew 5, “Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.” My take away is that persecution may be always jarring, unfair, or lamentable, but it is not strange when it happens to me because I follow Christ. I wonder; is it stranger when it is not happening?
I remember Mark Twain once writing, “Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, it’s time to pause and reflect.” I suppose because I live my life of faith without challenge, significant trial, dangerous risk, to further my spiritual maturity, deeper reflection may well be appropriate. Is it possible that I have so shut myself up in a Christian circle that I have closed myself off from the world and hence any chance of suffering for Christ? Is it possible that I am so at ease among the majority that I avoid venturing out as the minority among those who might hate or hurt me? Oh, I do experience some hostility and very minimal persecution indirectly at times. But how I personally interact with the angry, the lost, and the broken masses Jesus once wept over is another thing entirely. Have I lost some of the zeal I once had for salting things down?  Surely salt that remains content within the shaker has lost its saltiness.
Sovereign Father, thank You for Your story which instructs me in all life here on earth of which injustice, brutal death, suffering and struggle are a part.  At times I confess my uncomfortableness with Your instruction. Give me grace as I mature into being extremely comfortable.  I thank You for those believers and their examples who live courageously in dangerous places around the world, providing me a lesson in depicting what can happen when the salt of the kingdom is allowed to season the earth. I pray that Grace and other believing students, especially in castles of higher learning will receive a special grace in holding fast to their Christian beliefs.  I commit to supporting their efforts in also being the hand of Christ among some of the church’s most forgotten.  May the Holy Spirit remind me often the words of Jesus. “‘No servant is greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will persecute you also,” and then he was led away like a sheep to the slaughter.  Amen